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Hello, my friends,

The teasing of Spring has to be one of the things that get to me the most when living on this island called the Great Britain. One day the sun shines so bright you can barely keep your eyes open, so you scrummage the bag for your sunglasses, the other - it rains on you from all 4 directions as you come home from work. So, you are shown that brighter days are ahead, nevertheless the rainy, windy, cold ones seem to overweigh them. Or, is it because we notice the dark, the negative more? Letting that to impact us and lead us to believe we only have the grey. 

I am an endlessly cynical human being and speak in sarcasm fluently. My sense of humour can be described as dry, and when I think and concentrate really hard, my face will fully turn into what can only be described as "the resting bitch face". However, I am also an entirely positive person, and if I choose you as my human, I will make it my task to brighten your day, so we end up laughing together. And those will be the people I choose to gather around me too, my like-minded cynical optimists of the world. 

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Hi, my friends,

I don't know about you, but somehow my relationship with time has never been good. I have yet to truly figure it out. When its about being on time - I will always be too early, when it's about having time - I will never have enough, when it's about time passing - I never seem to notice it until too late, when it's about timing - it will never be the right one. 

As you can tell, time is one of the biggest thoughts I have been mulling over lately. And perspective. I am a big believer of the moment, which makes my relationship with time even more difficult. It's about the moment you realize you no longer care about something or someone once so important to you, or it's about the moment you realize the opposite, that no matter how much you hoped time would take the importance away, it's still there. It's about the moment you understand that the beliefs you once had that sculpted you as a person have changed, or that the people who are the epitome of a crutch to you will suddenly, one day, disappear from your life.

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Hi, my friends,

February as always brings us grey and cold, both things we really do not want after the business of December and for some the re-creating of ourselves we do in January. As I have mentioned before, I am not a big fan of New Years resolutions, and believe that if there is something you desperately want to change in your life, today is as good of a day as any. Nevertheless, I cannot ignore the differences between 2018 and 2019 already. The lessons and challenges the New Year has given me already. The theme the year is shaping into. 

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Hi guys,

There has been some time since I last wrote. We have started a New Year, and are already close to the end of our first month of 2019. The year we left behind is truly indescribable to me, and I am beyond thankful for it. I have grown as a person more in one year than ever before and proven to myself that when I am faced with personal challenges, I will come through the other end. I will not claim for this to be a singular effort of mine. I am thankful to people who have entered my life this year and been a massive support throughout, those of my closest who have always been there, my family who have always seen more in me than I will ever see and others who visited my life for a short moment to teach me lessons I otherwise would have missed. 

Looking back, I can see a general theme for my 2018 and that was living each day like I had nothing to lose. I opened up to people, sometimes being reckless with my trust and my heart, I was courageous in the way I lived, took chances I otherwise wouldn't have, pushed myself to the absolute brim fighting my battles head on to get what I wanted and learned to be on my own. However, that does not mean I wasn't scared. No, I am still that person who will think a decision over, go away and make a pros and cons list, create a mental excel spreadsheet in regards to my decision and still struggle to voice with conviction my final answer.